Happy 1st Anniversary

wheee~~~my 1st relationship ^^ alrdy reach 1 year....i still remember how did i confess to you >///<....it was on 12 May 2009 18:19....i was still a high-ranked spammer in cf forum...wif a high number of spamming posts(somehow is banned for 1 week).....n is in the most popular spam thread by the name of "New Forum Game...Count to a MILLION" i gather enough courage to voice out a sentence to you, my kawaii deardear ^^ the sentence is "if i ask u the giv a chance to let me b your lover, will u giv the chance to me ??" n u giv me the chance at msn on tis day 1 year ago.....so hope the bond between both of us can grow even stronger n can develop more deeper feelings n be together forever~ i love you, my vivi dear dear >///<

my drawing just for today (13 May 2010) >///<

A picca that i wish it will comes true to our relationship ^^ Len and Rin Wedding ^^

sometimes i am making funny or act stupid, but you will look at me with a very cute look <3

and when i went too over stupid, you will still tag along with me <3<3

Our relationship is just like this two fingers which connected to each other ^^ is like a promise to each other that we will be together forever.....Lastly,no matter how annoying it is !!! i still gona repeat saying it !!! I LOVE YOU DEARDEAR !!! I WANT YOU DEAR !!! I WANT TO BE WITH DEARDEAR FOREVER !!! <3<3

I hate tis feeling ; ___ ;

I kinda make my girl's heart broken by torturing myself for not eating for the sake of care about her...i wanted to take care of her....i wanted to understand her....i wanted to be at her side no matter what happen...i..i...just...wanted her...to be happy....but still.....i hurt her heart....i hurt her badly because i hurt myself....i m hurting the me that she love the most....i hurting the me that she care the most......

i m useless right?? want her to be happy but end up making her sad....hahahaa *laughing in tears* as for now, i think i can just let the time pass....i just wish her can once again be happy....that's all i wish for....

Although i am also happy-go-lucky, inside me is the hidden feeling of my happy-go-lucky...i am actually quite fragile....i will break down easily....but i always try my best to not show that hidden feeling to her....i always act tough....in front of her....i don't want to let her know i m that fragile....

looks like i finally unable to control that feeling already.....i break down badly this morning....i unable to sleep well at night....then morning i sms and call her...she kinda ignore almost all of them......and this cause me to straight away break down....i cannot control my tears that falling off my eyes.....

as i say....all i wanted is once again see her smiling happily to me...that's all i wish for.... ; ___ ;

Love is War......

as the title say.... well tis is not the song we heard tat is sing by hatsune miku....so a random poet or note i write....using tat name xDDDD

here go my notes:
The world blurs even so, I will still love you
I know this but what should I do to make you happy ?
How can I, what should I...
What an idiot... I am....I AM TOTAL USELESS !!!!

But who cares !! Let's go, this is war
Just able to see you makes me feel happy !
But no matter what happens
I'll still show you my true feelings !

I'm fighting my life off, getting the heart i aim for
I choose this way with my own desire
so I'm prepare for a counterattack
cause I know I'm fighting a losing battle

When you fall,I will reach my hand for you
But when I fall,will anyone reach their hands for me ?
Since I'm the one who starts this battle
Since I can't hold my feelings back
I will continue the fight until I am death

CNY eve speech~

well well~~after the basquash post i din post anything d....so i decided to post tis today...cz after the CNY eve..i will b super busy until *maybe* canot online....so ya~~~

to all Chinese !!! happy CNY !!!

n also happy valentine day too ^^

n lastly for my rui/rin/maka/nia akak Vivian Chong deardear~~~i miss u n love u ^^

MUACKZZ MUACKZZ <3

BAASQUAH !!!!!

well well~~~wat a memory...after watch BASQUASH, a kinda new anime related to basketball *the continue legend of slam dunk n dear boys* but....tis time is differ from the laz 2 basketball anime i jz stated....tis basketball anime is waaaayyyyy toooooooo technologi d !!! THEY USE A FREAKING HUGE GIANT ROBOT TO PLAY BASKETBALL...or btw the robot is call Bigfoot !!! tis robot is oso very advance too....they wear NIKE shoes !!! cool rite ?? xDDD

here is the poster for the anime ^^ o...btw i plan to cosplay iceman hotty *point the blue hair dude at the left* but duno can pull it off ano...cz tat dude is toooo bishie for me ><|| but i like his "DESTROY BALL" XPPPP

oi~~~slam dunk !!!! sure is memory for me.....re-call how i try to ply basketball when i was in secondary xDDD

Random Cosplay List

hm....since already at the end of January.....looks like all the fun aka cosplay events are starting to happen d !!! so here goes....the cosplay plan....i might do...n oso pending....n oso thinking.....n oso watever-ing 1 XDDDD

Goin to do:
Inuzuka Kiba (default n gakuen ver.)
Kagamine Len (Return to Zero ver.)
Kobasen (without Coat ver.)
Shirou Emiya(default 2P ver.)
Mizumachi Kengo(gakuen ver.)
Riku aka Male ver. Ritsu (gakuen ver.)
Grimmjow (non-release ver.)
Shimon(Final Battle Form)
Soul(default n formal n casual ver.)

Continue-ing to do:
Minami Ikki (gakuen n kogarasumaru ver.)
Shingo Yabuki (default ver.)
Mizumachi Kengo(team japan ver.)
Cloud Strife(improve ver.)<--XP
Kagene Rei(default ver.)

Thinking:
Saix (un-berserk ver.)
Gan Ning (Dynasty Warrior 6 ver.)
Luffy(default ver.)
Gray Fullbuster (strip ver.)
Shirou Emiya(heaven's feel ver.)
Kagene Rei(self-made magnet ver.)
Kagamine Len(magnet, Juneville n other ver.)
Shirouko Emiya(default gender-bender ver.)
Gunther(default ver.)
Kyoya Ootori(default gakuen ver.)
WarGreymon(full armour ver.)
Kurogane(oi !! not the Law of Ueki punya la bodo !! Tsubasa 1 la !! the badass looking guy xDD)

maybe should thinking of doing some badass bad guy.....cz all my plan are kinda....the good side ><|||

EMiNA 4th photoshoot !!!

Essay Time~~
wow !!! finally it reach the 4th 1 d...i join the 1st 1...but miss out the 2nd n 3rd 1....nw is the 4th 1 XDDD

once again !! i try out "Minami Ikki" From Air Gear !! the 1st EMiNA photoshoot i oso go as Minami Ikki or i rather say a "phail Minami Ikki"......well....explain a bit den i let the photos explain the others la XDDD

our photoshoot spot is the abandoned building far away from cyberjaya.....due to some reason quite some numbers of cosplayer pulled out...but nvm there is still next time rite ?? here is the list of ppl who attend the photoshoot ^^
Photographers :
- blur
- e-jump
- kilobyte
- aizat
- mamoru

Cosplayers :
- WeN ~ Minami Ikki (Air Gear)
- Chikoness ~ Kagamine Len -love is war- (Vocaloid2)
- sky_pegasus - Chibi Neliel Tu (Bleach)
- Celestia - Soi Fong (Bleach)
- SweepingButler92 - Hayate (Hayate the Combat Butler)
- LaMarionette33 ~ Kagamine Rin -love is war- (Vocaloid2)
- DeidaraGS ~ Pyro (TF2)
- Yukito - Storm Shadow (G. I. Joe)
- xsaye - Alice (Pandora Hearts)
- DA - (KIVA)
- Shawnkazu - (Kamen Rider Den-o)

Helper who attend:
- Hadi aka rhoasis111
- Kamil aka Hikage

alrite....Photo Time XPPP

Minami Ikki Air Time~~~ photo credit: blur

Pyro scares Ikki~~~photo credit: kilobyte

Storm King VS Storm Shadow~~~photo credit: kilobyte

Group photo for the cosplayers~~photo credit: kilobyte

Ending group photos~~~photo credit: kilobyte

Compare Time~~~

1st photoshoot~~punya minami ikki~~~
N my recent aka 4th photoshoot minami ikki~~

alot of differ rite??? xDDD