Guys will always feel deeply hurt when the girl he loves the most ignores him. But, guys will never give up on the girl he loves the most, even if he needs to live through a lifetime of torture without her. Well there is no exception for me too. I may not be a fun person to be with, but I am here to support you, even at my own expense. I will wait till you calm down. Although it will hurt me a lot, i will grin my teeth and cling on the memories i have and continue living, stay alive and improve myself until one day i can become the person you always want me to become.
I am trying hard not to cry which i promise you before.
So, all I can do now is to wait and hope hard, for your tears to stops, your anger to gone, because I'm far away from you which sometimes make me feel that i am very useless. So, I did what i can do, I will keep messaging you, calling you, so that, when you feel like talk to someone, I'm there for you to talk with. I may not be good when it comes to sweet talking and make you feel happy and smile instantly everyday. But, I will do my best for you. I am willing to skip classes for you just to make you happy by going to your hometown to accompany you. When i reach at your side, I will hug you and kiss you and clear all your depressing emotions, remove all the bad memories we have and insert as many nice memories as I can with whatever I can do such as many hugs and kisses. My feeling is just like how you are in love with dolls, cause I am very in love with you. That is why, I will always do my best, all just for you. No matter how many times I say this before, I still want to say it. All I want is for you to be happy. I love you.All I want is you to be happy and i willing to follow everything you say ^^
I am trying hard not to cry which i promise you before.
So, all I can do now is to wait and hope hard, for your tears to stops, your anger to gone, because I'm far away from you which sometimes make me feel that i am very useless. So, I did what i can do, I will keep messaging you, calling you, so that, when you feel like talk to someone, I'm there for you to talk with. I may not be good when it comes to sweet talking and make you feel happy and smile instantly everyday. But, I will do my best for you. I am willing to skip classes for you just to make you happy by going to your hometown to accompany you. When i reach at your side, I will hug you and kiss you and clear all your depressing emotions, remove all the bad memories we have and insert as many nice memories as I can with whatever I can do such as many hugs and kisses. My feeling is just like how you are in love with dolls, cause I am very in love with you. That is why, I will always do my best, all just for you. No matter how many times I say this before, I still want to say it. All I want is for you to be happy. I love you.All I want is you to be happy and i willing to follow everything you say ^^
I actually made a picture of you and our newest daughter, Elora but I am afraid to post up on FaceBook..not because of it's ugly...i am afraid that you will be angry on me cause i bugging you which i promised not to. I love you, dear and I want to let you know that I love not just you...I love your attitude...I love your everything. Elmer,Elwyn,Elisa,Elora and soon to come, Elliot...I love them all...I love everything you love. Most importantly, I still love you no matter how bad you treat me, dear =)
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