hardworking WeN is rare XDDD

Well, after we form a group Buffllamas, Chiko,Aya and Angie, three of the top artist in the group encourage me to improve my drawing, and there is go, everyday draw one drawing and ink it up with colours and backgrounds ^^

Starting, my only problem is line and hand shaking....then after a while, my tablet die on me, which makes me to go into using mouse to draw my drawing, and of cuz the result doesn't looks like what I expected...QAQ....but thx to Chiko, she help me on searching for tutorials on how to get a smoother line and inking/colouring.

Then now-a-days when I free, I found myself surfing youtube for Paint Tool SAI speed-painting videos. Looking at how they draw and settings but one thing is....they are all fast-forwarded so need to like re-watch 3 or 4 times, just to see the settings and the tech ^^

But still come to the most important one is still PRACTICE YOURSELF which I rarely did xDDD but now-a-days I kinda found myself keep on drawing, exploring the Paint Tool SAI and getting more critics from others, asking for SOS etc etc.

Which is I rarely did...the only time i will do this is when assignment...i mean last time xDD. ok, well that's all i can say, I will show some of my drawing that I did, but is still in a very noob stage QAQ
This one is half way drawing, my tablet die...
Then this "marisa" is using mouse to modify the lines to be more smoother ^^
A picture which i use almost all the tools to test out =D
My recent complete drawing of my waifu, Kirisame Marisa XPPP all done by using mouse and the "curve tool" ^^

Will upload the complete ver. once i am done =)

Starting to draw back =)

After a long hiatus from syok sendiri drawing, I have start to draw stuff back not just for assignment and also myself. What makes it nicer is I now officially joining my gang and form a doujin group which last time was a far away dream for me. XDDD

Hehehe~~So, our group consist of Chiko Boss, Ran Manbitch, Ayayayaya, Hadi The Buffllama, Angie/Choyuki The Cashier and your truly WeN The Baka.....And our group name is not other then calling it Buffllamas xDDD

Ya, as you can see, even I am grouping up with some awesome artist, but still I actually have no confidence to myself. But, I will still try out. =D

Here are some pictures that I draw. =)
The Scarlet Devil Mansion Badges Design. =)
This is the Team Immortal (Kaguya and Mokou) Bookmark.
Chibi PC98 Marisa...will re-draw and re-paint for this. ^^
Sanae Kochiya. Don't know should use this as a bookmark also or not. XPP

Will continue drawing and improve ^^

Weird feeling.....hm.....stupid dream ==|||

Well, since my school just reopen today, i got a very weird feeling...a feeling that i use to have but gone for quite some time already....if i say like this, people sure say "must be missing your ex and envy that boy", i 100% can tell you that the answer is "NOT THAT PROBLEM ANYMORE !!!"

But, is true the feeling is there, but i already give up my hope, and my heart already seal up and recover fully, you can ask taka and riza they both saw the reborn hyperactive WeN =D so, ya i not sure about how come this feeling is inside my heart.
Wait!! I don't really get it, but my heart aches when my friends are not around!!

Somehow, ya....Although I look fearless to anything, but to be honest, my biggest fear is being alone....without anyone who i care.....I never want to go back to the old self when I am still immature.
I am a dark person who don't give a damn to other people when I was a kid.

I was once a hikikomori who likes to shut myself in the house and all I think is for myself, I am freaking selfish when I am at my 7 to 12 years old. All I think is myself and i don't give a damn to others. I am a very dark person, who only believe myself and never wanted to be friends with other people...I am always playing my toys myself. Teamwork ?? I never believe it until.....

This incident happen, I actually got into a fight without know what reason (maybe is just people picking on me for being arrogant and unsociable). Of cause that time, I wasn't able to fight myself out from 15 people who gang up on me. Thanks to one of my classmate which is my very 1st friend in my life. He helped me...although I did to her was ignore his request of help when he needs me before this incident happen.
After all the beating, all I can do is smile to him who helped me get out of this mess by calling the teachers.

Besides for him to be my 1st friend, he is also the 1st one to see me smile like an normal innocent kid does. He actually helps me to be a sociable person and become who I am today. Well to bad for me, I also don't know where the hell he is now. Really need to say thank you to him anyway. If not because of him, I think I will be somewhere in my room playing my own games now and not writing this blog post. xDDD

Although the weird feeling is still with me, but for now, I know I have a bunch of friends that I can trust alot is with me. Will try to get rid of this stupid weird feeling asap......

So, no worries, no more EMO WeN(another name of tat persona is KAI) will appear, only the hyper baka WeN will appear =D
CHEESSSHHH~~~~Smile everyday =D

Enjoy the sad song I love to listen =)

Blog server down.

Server down due to owner too stupid to handle it.......

The up coming Touhou game is too badass, so the owner will into coma for a while.


WeN: It's a lie of cause, my blog will go into a hold for a while since school going to re-open =D