Lazy...LAzy...LAZy...LAZYYY !!!!!

the picture says it all....so i will be rolling around and see when i got the mood to update my this kiri blog ^^

I fallen again =D

I duno~but recently ya, i fallen again >///< that's all i gona say xDDD

chuuu >///<

i fallen for a miko~another one is the one i care the most >///<

this picture shows it all >///<

u need to enlarge the 2 comic page to see what's the dialog >///<

Answer for that quesion.....hehe~~find out at my facebook lahh xPP

I am the Love colored Star and You are the Wind of Miracle. Together we are love colored wind of miracle star that shines brightly on the sky above. ^^

Penang really is a memories island

oh well, here I am back to Penang. Actually I have 2 things to worry or check it out when I come back to Penang. 1st, my grandma and 2nd, my dad.

Both are the most important family member to me yet both get admit into hospital when I was at Cyberjaya and what make it worst is I am the LAST of all the family member to get know about this (I mean my grandma's case). My dad's case is after my dad admit himself in the hospital and my mom found out eventually then immediately call me and tell me about this both stuff.

For a while, I was worried but still need to focus on study that time, so I give both of them a call and ask for their health. Both give me the same answer "I'm ok, don't worry so much."

Well, so here I am back to Penang and the next day is my grandma's birthday party ^^ Seeing my grandma's smile makes me happy =D and of cause some "long-time-tak-jumpa-punya" cousin also there. So we have some eating,joking,chitchating then party abit then all get home.

Full Family Photos ^^
Well is been a while we take this kind of photo xDDD

hardworking WeN is rare XDDD

Well, after we form a group Buffllamas, Chiko,Aya and Angie, three of the top artist in the group encourage me to improve my drawing, and there is go, everyday draw one drawing and ink it up with colours and backgrounds ^^

Starting, my only problem is line and hand shaking....then after a while, my tablet die on me, which makes me to go into using mouse to draw my drawing, and of cuz the result doesn't looks like what I expected...QAQ....but thx to Chiko, she help me on searching for tutorials on how to get a smoother line and inking/colouring.

Then now-a-days when I free, I found myself surfing youtube for Paint Tool SAI speed-painting videos. Looking at how they draw and settings but one thing is....they are all fast-forwarded so need to like re-watch 3 or 4 times, just to see the settings and the tech ^^

But still come to the most important one is still PRACTICE YOURSELF which I rarely did xDDD but now-a-days I kinda found myself keep on drawing, exploring the Paint Tool SAI and getting more critics from others, asking for SOS etc etc.

Which is I rarely did...the only time i will do this is when assignment...i mean last time xDD. ok, well that's all i can say, I will show some of my drawing that I did, but is still in a very noob stage QAQ

This one is half way drawing, my tablet die...

Then this "marisa" is using mouse to modify the lines to be more smoother ^^

A picture which i use almost all the tools to test out =D

My recent complete drawing of my waifu, Kirisame Marisa XPPP all done by using mouse and the "curve tool" ^^

Will upload the complete ver. once i am done =)

Starting to draw back =)

After a long hiatus from syok sendiri drawing, I have start to draw stuff back not just for assignment and also myself. What makes it nicer is I now officially joining my gang and form a doujin group which last time was a far away dream for me. XDDD

Hehehe~~So, our group consist of Chiko Boss, Ran Manbitch, Ayayayaya, Hadi The Buffllama, Angie/Choyuki The Cashier and your truly WeN The Baka.....And our group name is not other then calling it Buffllamas xDDD


Ya, as you can see, even I am grouping up with some awesome artist, but still I actually have no confidence to myself. But, I will still try out. =D

Here are some pictures that I draw. =)
The Scarlet Devil Mansion Badges Design. =)
This is the Team Immortal (Kaguya and Mokou) Bookmark.
Chibi PC98 Marisa...will re-draw and re-paint for this. ^^
Sanae Kochiya. Don't know should use this as a bookmark also or not. XPP

Will continue drawing and improve ^^

Weird feeling.....hm.....stupid dream ==|||

Well, since my school just reopen today, i got a very weird feeling...a feeling that i use to have but gone for quite some time already....if i say like this, people sure say "must be missing your ex and envy that boy", i 100% can tell you that the answer is "NOT THAT PROBLEM ANYMORE !!!"

But, is true the feeling is there, but i already give up my hope, and my heart already seal up and recover fully, you can ask taka and riza they both saw the reborn hyperactive WeN =D so, ya i not sure about how come this feeling is inside my heart.

Wait!! I don't really get it, but my heart aches when my friends are not around!!

Somehow, ya....Although I look fearless to anything, but to be honest, my biggest fear is being alone....without anyone who i care.....I never want to go back to the old self when I am still immature.
I am a dark person who don't give a damn to other people when I was a kid.

I was once a hikikomori who likes to shut myself in the house and all I think is for myself, I am freaking selfish when I am at my 7 to 12 years old. All I think is myself and i don't give a damn to others. I am a very dark person, who only believe myself and never wanted to be friends with other people...I am always playing my toys myself. Teamwork ?? I never believe it until.....

This incident happen, I actually got into a fight without know what reason (maybe is just people picking on me for being arrogant and unsociable). Of cause that time, I wasn't able to fight myself out from 15 people who gang up on me. Thanks to one of my classmate which is my very 1st friend in my life. He helped me...although I did to her was ignore his request of help when he needs me before this incident happen.

After all the beating, all I can do is smile to him who helped me get out of this mess by calling the teachers.

Besides for him to be my 1st friend, he is also the 1st one to see me smile like an normal innocent kid does. He actually helps me to be a sociable person and become who I am today. Well to bad for me, I also don't know where the hell he is now. Really need to say thank you to him anyway. If not because of him, I think I will be somewhere in my room playing my own games now and not writing this blog post. xDDD

Although the weird feeling is still with me, but for now, I know I have a bunch of friends that I can trust alot is with me. Will try to get rid of this stupid weird feeling asap......

So, no worries, no more EMO WeN(another name of tat persona is KAI) will appear, only the hyper baka WeN will appear =D

CHEESSSHHH~~~~Smile everyday =D

Enjoy the sad song I love to listen =)

Blog server down.

Server down due to owner too stupid to handle it.......

The up coming Touhou game is too badass, so the owner will into coma for a while.

ROADROLLA COMING THROUGH TO BUILD THE BLOG

WeN: It's a lie of cause, my blog will go into a hold for a while since school going to re-open =D

Message From WeN to Everyone =D

Oh hi there =D

Oh..i forget to tell there is a slight error with some of my CNY picture/post...so i have no choice but to skip it for now, will rewrite next time when i am free, so sorry ya..orz

Well, as everyone knows, today is a Valentine Day which mostly believe that women give chocolates to men on February 14, and men will return the favor on White Day which is on March 14, a month after Valentine's Day (aka showing their love towards the person they like and also not gf/bf also can give...just to show the love =D) .Actually i have nothing much to say about this day due to some reason XP. So, i will just list out some of my top 3 lame chocolate receiver and giver list XDD.
Characters I Want to Give Chocolates to
1. Kagamine Len (Vocaloid 2)
2. All my brothers and sisters (Earth)
3. Everyone who cares about me (Earth)
Characters I Want to Receive Chocolates from
1. Kirisame Marisa (Touhou Project)
2. All my official imoto-chan(s) (Earth)
3. Everyone that is important to me (Earth)

Pretty lame huh XD well, anyway happy valentine day to everyone =D
To those who already couple up, have a nice lovey dovey time with your loved one.

To those who are single, dont be sad...there is always someone around you that can cheer you up =D

To those who are single and have a long underground crush towards someone, you can take this day to show your love. =)

Dont do this during your crush or loved one give you chocolate just for the sake of sharing with her/him XDDD

So, everyone !!! begin your valentine day with full of surprise and doki doki feeling XD

Nah...here is a E-chocolate from me.

And a kiss from me too XPPP

TEEHEE~~~ !!!!
hope everyone is happy today =D

A Day of A Teacher

woohoo, finally i come back to Penang after erm...4 months staying in cyberjaya? (if not mistaken). Anyway, i come back to Penang at Thursday night, so i have nothing to say about Thursday.

But as for Friday is quite a fun day actually. The very last day for all the school student because of Chinese New Year become the very first time i officially become a substitute teacher in one of the primary school. Somehow, i am very out of place. XDDD

I am an art class substitute teacher, and i teach 3 classes. 3 classes, 3 different students. But still is a fun day to went through. I learned a lot when being a teacher there, teacher aren't bad actually. They are force to be bad just to make sure we(future generation) are on the correct path. Some teacher complaining about how guilty they are in the office.

I somehow feel bad for the teacher i disrespect last time during my school day, I feel like want to rewind time and just to say sorry to them. But past is the past, so i have no choice but to continue it. XD

Primary School student...they are freaking pure !!! when they request for something, they looks so freaking cute and even u want to say "no" also very hard. Their "PIKAPIKA EYES" is soooo freaking arghhhh....==|||

Anyway, i feel like i am a brother to my student instead of teacher, because most of them call me brother instead of teacher. I still want to try being a substitute teacher if i got the chance. ^^

This photo shows kind of the situation i meet when i am at school =)

Trying lives goes on without you...

I am basically a single right now. But hey, I am the infamous WeN, so I am positively ok right now, i hope her will be ok also. Actually want to thanks those who i annoyed or shocked them with the FB relationship status changed recently, you guys actually make me very busy talking random stuff that is totally unrelated to that relationship status.

Thanks to those who i talk to for making me feel better, cheering me up, prevent me from doing stupid stuff like become orang gila. Most thanks still goes to Chiko, Randy and Hadi. You three are the most random talker i even talk to. From a study talking can went to toilet talking. XDD

I also not sure this time break-up is which side who ask for the break. I think i am the one who ask for it. On 13 May 2009 18:19, i fall in love with her because she looks cute in her photos and after that, i fall more deeper because she is really cute and kind in real life. The way she lives suits the requirement for my ideal girl. So, i being to love her more and more, at the same time, i is confuse too because she keep on acting cold but still love me.

To be honest, my heart still hurts.

We break and get back together twice already. so, at this third time, on our 1 year and 8 months anniversary of our relationship, 13 January 2011 15:26, we both break once again. This time, i think i already shut my love up already. I still love her, I love her very much, I want to be at her side, still but I willing to let her go, and go on to have her own life. For now, I can just hope that she can be more happy then before. I vowed to myself, I will still help her if she is in trouble. No matter how deep-shit is the trouble, I will still go help her out.

No matter how bad is your crime is, will still help you with all my pride.

Thank you for all the things you done for me, being there for me, letting me know the feeling of being love and loving me, giving me the experiences and memories that i never have before and Thank you for everything in this relationship.

From now on, I going to go on with my life without you (even though i wish i can able to hold your hands until we kawen and become old together.) but I will go on with a smile, the smile that always able to make you happy. I will not forget the smile you teach.

I will begin my journey once again with the smile you teach. =)

Thanks for everything.

I will continue loving you until I found a new love which can replace you but I don't think it will happen soon or maybe I will just be alone until I die. But, I just want you to know that my love towards you will never changed, just I need time to accept this heart-broken break and let my heart to recover to it's fully, only I can accept your newly born love or future new love.

I ish on my way to a crazy journey, will you follow me ? It's all up to you. ^^

The very 1st 2011 post for my deardear ^^

from a fellow spammer into a very lovey dovey couple, people will always like "what !!! that's impossible !!" well, i am always the person who make impossible to possible.

YES, like what i say, i currently having a girlfriend via i found online, at a forum and yes i fall in love with her deeply. I am happy that i have the courage to tell you that i want to be with you. And ya, the 1st few months and the event within those months, i really feel that i very awkward when facing you.

Which lead you to have a tough time to decide your life path, on this very same date, we both hurt our hearts together. I will make sure it wont happen again anymore. More like i wont like it happen again.

Slowly, day by day, we both gain more and more courage, i visited your house, you visited my house. Both of our parents likes each of us. When i invite you to my house during CNY, I am very happy cause i can celebrate this legendary event together with you which makes it special for me.
I know sometimes you hate my soft-hearten, weak-looking habit which always make people call me as an uke. But, I am born like this, I willing to change myself into a seme and yes i successfully change myself to have a seme side just it wont appear that much.

We went pass alot of events, like laugh together, do crazy stuff together, photo-shoot together and also gaduh towards each other. But hey, they are all my memories together with you, i treasure it in the deep of my heart. This makes me sometimes will go to your Facebook and view your photos or open up my phone or laptop just to view your photos. I know i sounds like a despo right now but ya this show how much i miss you.

Actually the 1st song in my playlist of 2011 is Priere...i actually cry when i listen to it because i miss you very much, just like how Remilia miss Sakuya. And the 2nd song is Gemini which basically kinda show our love life. ^^

I LOVE YOU, DEAR ^^